Oh god, I don't know where to start. Okay, it sucks when you're tired and try to sleep, but your brain just doesn't want to stop thinking. Does it think about normal things? No! It has to go all paranoid-freak on you and think about stupid, idiotic, irrational, illogical, and unrealistic thoughts.
Tonight, my mind decided to think about my crush, and this person is not only a crush, it's someone I have strong feelings for. So now I'm sitting here crying, thinking about how life would be even more awesome (if possible) with them. I started think about ways to tell them how I would feel about them, and you know how these things happen, I started to make up unrealistic conversations we would have. I know, I know, come on Lilium think realistic! But it's late and my brain just doesn't want to operate like a normal brain should.
Thanks brain, it's going to be a long night.
Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy - hearbreak song
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