A Little Suggestion

Kumusta! I hope y'all are feeling great on this Sunday afternoon. Because I sure aint.

My friend had a fire last night, and of course I had a bit too much; which wouldn't be a problem, except I have to work today. And no.. I am not hungover, just extremely tired.

So if you ever plan on drinking or staying up late the night before you work, plan carefully. Because you do not want to be stabbing yourself with a pin to keep yourself awake at work.

Nevertheless, I regret nothing! It was a fun night full of laughter, drinking, and just hanging out. :)

Talk soon lovelies - ciao!

~Miss Lilium xo

Countdowns!

Hola! Okay, I know I shouldn't be doing my blog while I'm at work, but hey, it's a very slow day.

Anyways.... I have so many things planned this summer!

In a week's time, I am getting my third tattoo and couldn't be more excited! :) My mother and I are getting matching ones on our wrists, and they are going to be stunning! And then a week after that, I am leaving town for eight days to visit family that I haven't seen in four years, I have missed them so much.

I am just so excited for everything, I couldn't be happier right now. :)

If you're every feeling down, just think about all the good things that happened, or that are going to happen; no matter how insignificant they may seem to others!

Talk soon, chow!

~Miss Lilium xo

Update

Okay, it's been awhile since I've posted anything new, but I've been quite the busy bee. With work, a messy house, and a sister that needs babysitting, I really don't have much time to sit and actually write. But I am writing! :)

I am absolutely obsessed with Doctor Who, and if you haven't seen it, I tell you, watch it. Oh my gosh, it is so good!

So, have you heard of fan-fiction? It's where fans of a certain show, book, game, etc., write their own stories of how they would like things to be or what they wish would have happened, well whatever they want, really. I am writing my own kind of fan-fiction, it's with a made-up female character who's in distress and the Doctor comes to safe her and safe the world/universe. Oh it's going to be marvelous!

That is what I have been doing on the rare free time I have, maybe I'll put little tidbits on here for y'all to enjoy.

That's all for now! Talk to y'all soon.

~Miss Lilium xo

Brain On Overtime

Oh god, I don't know where to start. Okay, it sucks when you're tired and try to sleep, but your brain just doesn't want to stop thinking. Does it think about normal things? No! It has to go all paranoid-freak on you and think about stupid, idiotic, irrational, illogical, and unrealistic thoughts.

Tonight, my mind decided to think about my crush, and this person is not only a crush, it's someone I have strong feelings for. So now I'm sitting here crying, thinking about how life would be even more awesome (if possible) with them. I started think about ways to tell them how I would feel about them, and you know how these things happen, I started to make up unrealistic conversations we would have. I know, I know, come on Lilium think realistic! But it's late and my brain just doesn't want to operate like a normal brain should.

Thanks brain, it's going to be a long night.

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy - hearbreak song

Stroll In My Pasture

My hands were filled with roses
Soft as clouds, light as air
Smiling brighter than the sun
Do you hear that?

Fleetly fluttering birds

Chirping sweetly

Singing the song of life

Do you see that?

Misty water falling from the sky

Angel’s tears of joy

Surrounding you with rainbows

Do you feel that?

Dewey grass between your toes

Butterfly wings fluttering across your face

A cool breeze fanning through your hair

Just another stroll in my pasture.

 

~Miss Lilium xo

Busy Bee Needs to Rest

Oh lord, today was quite a busy day for me. Woke up around 9:30 (that's the first time I've been able to sleep in for the past two weeks) well I woke up at 9:30 and tidied up my house a bit, had a shower, and got ready for work. At work, I rearranged the tables and chairs in our meeting room, hauled boxes outside to be taken for recycling, cleaned, and did tedious bookwork. Needless to say, I am looking forward to a nice glass of wine and watching a few episodes of Sons of Anarchy.

BUT, my friend -who will remain nameless- decided to throw a party tonight. Dude, it's Monday, nobody will have the energy to party. He's always doing things like this; he never checks to see if people are working or busy in advance, he just plans. And yet he become all whiny and pissed off when people say they can't make it and he has to cancel. Uh.. if you thought things through, you wouldn't be having this problem. But then again, he is younger than me and quite immature... so I expect this sort of behaviour from him.

Well I am definitely looking forward to my day off tomorrow! I get to clean my house and make it pretty and presentable, and take my baby to a splash park so she can have some fun! :)

~Miss Lilium xo

Rant of 07/07/13

God, okay, here it goes. I do my best to stay positive but some things just end up pissing me off beyond belief. Like fashion today. Why are the "latest trends" full of clothing that looks just like underwear?! Bandeaus, please. How come girls can wear that with a see-through shirt and be called nice and appropriate, but once she wears it with a bra, she's called a whore, a slut, and trashy? In my opinion, there is no difference, both garments are the same.

And don't even get me started on the shorts, if we can even call those shorts. Fuck, they look like underwear, thongs almost. Half your ass hangs out of them, and they're supposed to be fashionable? Please. There is no way I will ever call those fashionable, their just trashy.

A woman should be able to show off her figure without becoming fully nude. Be proud of your body, but don't get cocky. Always leave admirers wanting more, don't let them see the show for free. ;)