A Little Suggestion

Kumusta! I hope y'all are feeling great on this Sunday afternoon. Because I sure aint.

My friend had a fire last night, and of course I had a bit too much; which wouldn't be a problem, except I have to work today. And no.. I am not hungover, just extremely tired.

So if you ever plan on drinking or staying up late the night before you work, plan carefully. Because you do not want to be stabbing yourself with a pin to keep yourself awake at work.

Nevertheless, I regret nothing! It was a fun night full of laughter, drinking, and just hanging out. :)

Talk soon lovelies - ciao!

~Miss Lilium xo

Countdowns!

Hola! Okay, I know I shouldn't be doing my blog while I'm at work, but hey, it's a very slow day.

Anyways.... I have so many things planned this summer!

In a week's time, I am getting my third tattoo and couldn't be more excited! :) My mother and I are getting matching ones on our wrists, and they are going to be stunning! And then a week after that, I am leaving town for eight days to visit family that I haven't seen in four years, I have missed them so much.

I am just so excited for everything, I couldn't be happier right now. :)

If you're every feeling down, just think about all the good things that happened, or that are going to happen; no matter how insignificant they may seem to others!

Talk soon, chow!

~Miss Lilium xo

Update

Okay, it's been awhile since I've posted anything new, but I've been quite the busy bee. With work, a messy house, and a sister that needs babysitting, I really don't have much time to sit and actually write. But I am writing! :)

I am absolutely obsessed with Doctor Who, and if you haven't seen it, I tell you, watch it. Oh my gosh, it is so good!

So, have you heard of fan-fiction? It's where fans of a certain show, book, game, etc., write their own stories of how they would like things to be or what they wish would have happened, well whatever they want, really. I am writing my own kind of fan-fiction, it's with a made-up female character who's in distress and the Doctor comes to safe her and safe the world/universe. Oh it's going to be marvelous!

That is what I have been doing on the rare free time I have, maybe I'll put little tidbits on here for y'all to enjoy.

That's all for now! Talk to y'all soon.

~Miss Lilium xo

Brain On Overtime

Oh god, I don't know where to start. Okay, it sucks when you're tired and try to sleep, but your brain just doesn't want to stop thinking. Does it think about normal things? No! It has to go all paranoid-freak on you and think about stupid, idiotic, irrational, illogical, and unrealistic thoughts.

Tonight, my mind decided to think about my crush, and this person is not only a crush, it's someone I have strong feelings for. So now I'm sitting here crying, thinking about how life would be even more awesome (if possible) with them. I started think about ways to tell them how I would feel about them, and you know how these things happen, I started to make up unrealistic conversations we would have. I know, I know, come on Lilium think realistic! But it's late and my brain just doesn't want to operate like a normal brain should.

Thanks brain, it's going to be a long night.

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy - hearbreak song

Stroll In My Pasture

My hands were filled with roses
Soft as clouds, light as air
Smiling brighter than the sun
Do you hear that?

Fleetly fluttering birds

Chirping sweetly

Singing the song of life

Do you see that?

Misty water falling from the sky

Angel’s tears of joy

Surrounding you with rainbows

Do you feel that?

Dewey grass between your toes

Butterfly wings fluttering across your face

A cool breeze fanning through your hair

Just another stroll in my pasture.

 

~Miss Lilium xo

Busy Bee Needs to Rest

Oh lord, today was quite a busy day for me. Woke up around 9:30 (that's the first time I've been able to sleep in for the past two weeks) well I woke up at 9:30 and tidied up my house a bit, had a shower, and got ready for work. At work, I rearranged the tables and chairs in our meeting room, hauled boxes outside to be taken for recycling, cleaned, and did tedious bookwork. Needless to say, I am looking forward to a nice glass of wine and watching a few episodes of Sons of Anarchy.

BUT, my friend -who will remain nameless- decided to throw a party tonight. Dude, it's Monday, nobody will have the energy to party. He's always doing things like this; he never checks to see if people are working or busy in advance, he just plans. And yet he become all whiny and pissed off when people say they can't make it and he has to cancel. Uh.. if you thought things through, you wouldn't be having this problem. But then again, he is younger than me and quite immature... so I expect this sort of behaviour from him.

Well I am definitely looking forward to my day off tomorrow! I get to clean my house and make it pretty and presentable, and take my baby to a splash park so she can have some fun! :)

~Miss Lilium xo

Rant of 07/07/13

God, okay, here it goes. I do my best to stay positive but some things just end up pissing me off beyond belief. Like fashion today. Why are the "latest trends" full of clothing that looks just like underwear?! Bandeaus, please. How come girls can wear that with a see-through shirt and be called nice and appropriate, but once she wears it with a bra, she's called a whore, a slut, and trashy? In my opinion, there is no difference, both garments are the same.

And don't even get me started on the shorts, if we can even call those shorts. Fuck, they look like underwear, thongs almost. Half your ass hangs out of them, and they're supposed to be fashionable? Please. There is no way I will ever call those fashionable, their just trashy.

A woman should be able to show off her figure without becoming fully nude. Be proud of your body, but don't get cocky. Always leave admirers wanting more, don't let them see the show for free. ;)

 

Childhood

We run and scream

Jump and fall

Cry for our mommy's

They hug us and kiss our boo boo's

We still want to play

Fight to get back outside

We always fall and cry

But never want to stay inside

Our imaginations run wild

In one day

We fight pirates

Ride unicorns

Steal from a mummy's tomb

And swim away from a giant shark

We tired ourselves out

Technology was for big kids

We did not play

With xbox's

Playstations

Laptops

Or flat screen TVs

We did not want to stay inside

I grew up to be

A strong woman

With high priorities

And respect for nature

And still use my imagination

My imagination is where

I get my creations

Children need to be

Outside again and

Play

Good Morning!

Maidin Mhaith! Bonjour! Buenos Dias! Good Morning!

Today, I am sitting at work, and can not wake up. Geez, I even went to bed at an early hour. Already had a cup of coffee and I'm feeling as tired as ever. Thank god I'm an actor and can pretend to be wide awake.

Well, that's my little blurb on how my day is going so far. I also have songs of the day! So I'll post part of the lyrics.

Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop for a minute and smile

Why is everybody so serious?
Acting so damn mysterious?
Got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time

[Pre-chorus:]
Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (uh)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We're paying with love tonight?

[Chorus:]
It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching
Ain't about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

Love Yourself

We must learn to love ourselves for who we are. We were born the way we are and should never let anyone tell us that that is wrong.

I don't like how the media portrays how people should look. It doesn't matter if you're super skinny or super large, you're still beautiful. The only thing that makes a person ugly is what is on the inside. If you have an ugly personality, then your appearance is ugly.

A normal person has flaws, whether it be a muffin top, a little bit of cellulite, stretch marks, too long legs, a tummy, more than one chin; whatever it is, own it!


I have a little bit of a tummy, a bit of cellulite, and am shorty. 5'3" to be exact. And I own it! Sure, there are some days when I have a bit of a self-esteem problem, but who doesn't? It's not healthy to be happy with yourself every single day!

I'm not saying that it's wrong to want to be flawless, sure you can want to be. But don't hurt yourself in order to try to reach perfection. Don't starve yourself, make yourself throw up, and/or workout until your body gives. Doing that hurts you, and nobody should hurt themselves in order to look like celebrities you see in the media. Celebrities don't even look like that! They are photo-shopped to the moon and back! Every model you see in magazines has been put together with other people's body parts, they have been given "perfect" eyes, "perfect" lips, "perfect" cheekbones, "perfect" breasts, "perfect" necks, "perfect" legs, "perfect" arms, "perfect" hands, and "perfect" butts. Everything has been cut and pasted onto the photographed model to make them into the "ideal" woman.

Men get the same treatment. They are forced to think that men should have a built body, and are portrayed as this aggressive bully who should have women pamper their every needs. Men are just as diverse as women; some are aggressive, some are quite feminine, or very masculine, some are passive, assertive, sensitive, rude, and everything in between.

It is our time to bring the true definition of beauty! Beauty radiates from the inside out, not the other way around. Own your body and work it!

~ Miss Lilium xo

LiLo, Smiley Miley, and Bynes

Okay, I know that everyone is craving to be in on the latest dish of celebrities. Especially Lilo, Miley, and Amanda Bynes. But who cares?? Honestly, their humans, just like you and me. They can make mistakes and are free to live their lives the way want to.

I know, I know, "their in the spotlight and are role models for young people everywhere". Well you can take that quote and stuff it in a barrel and toss it in the ocean! It can disappear because those three are not role models. And that's because they grew up in the spotlight, and probably just couldn't handle it anymore. They had to look and act a certain way for so long that they just wanted to have a life and make a mistake, a big mistake. Everyone makes big mistakes and they have to learn from those mistakes.

If those girls want to act the way they are acting, then let them! Turn that spotlight onto someone else so they can do what they want and don't have to worry about people talking smack about them. Quit making them famous for doing nothing for society!

I just feel sorry for those girls; everyone is always saying rude and ignorant things about them. Everyone has a story, and nobody really knows theirs. They could actually have a disorder of some kind, gone through something traumatic, or just snapped from all the paparazzi constantly wanting to publish made-up shit about them.

LiLo's parents went through a divorce, Miley's are going through a divorce now, and Bynes has an eating disorder.

And what do we do? We make fun of them, or turn them into a proper noun. "Oh look at her go all Amanda Bynes on that chic. Callin' her ugly and shit." What is that? Why do people have to be such downers and bring people down? We should be helping these girls and do everything we can to bring them up so they go back to being the way they were. And if they don't want help, then leave them be! Let the universe take care of them, and stop using them as our source of entertainment.

~ Miss Lilium xo

Welcoming Myself Back

Hola peeps!

Man, it has been a long ass time since I've done a blog. So let me start by introducing myself and telling y'all a bit about me.

I won't use my real name, as it is extremely unique and will be all too easy to actually locate me and what not. So everyone can call me Miss Lilium! I am a creative dreamer who loves life and am an advocate for positivity!

I give all I have to everyone and everything around me, I spend 80% of my time volunteering, whether if it's at an elementary school, the theatre for performing arts, or for the city at events. The other 20 % I work at my city's Chamber of Commerce, or babysitting my baby sister and cousins.

I am an advocate for saving the environment, PETA, and LGBT rights and the community. I am strongly against bullying, human and animal product testing, child abuse/labor, and sexism.

I'm a mix of a country gal and a city woman. I love nature, but dislike spiders and bees. I love shopping, but dislike the negativity of other shoppers. I love country music and modern playlists. I love Celtic music and dubstep. There are two sides to me, the fighter and the lover.

The arts are my life; I love music, poetry, novels, plays, art, and films. I write poetry, short stories, plays, and am currently working on a novel. But I am also a procrastinator so all I have are 28 pages in my novel, so far.

On this blog, I will post things about my day, thoughts I'm having, poems, lyrics, pictures, and, rarely I will post a negative rant. And that's only because I'm human, I'm allowed to have negative thoughts. You can't have the good without the bad!

Comment, share, and I hope y'all enjoy my blog!

Stay gorgeous! Au revoir

~ Miss Lilium xo

PS - for those of you who do know me outside of the blog, please do not use my real name when/if commenting. Thank you!